♥ Kansas City Shuffle ♥ (the_fame) wrote,
♥ Kansas City Shuffle ♥
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I don't know...

Well...i have some meetings this week and trainings for some new things this school year...i start back teaching 5th grade on september 3rd...the 7th is my bday...

I know it will be a stressful year, but I want to make sure to make it enjoyable for my students and myself...

I have had a nice relaxing summer for the most part...I have been able to catch up with friends and work on my house...

I have spent a lot of time alone here...It has given me plenty of time to think...and not worry about papers I have to grade and lessons that need planning...

Sometimes I tend to think too much...it's not good if I analyze everythings...I don't want to make stupid mistakes and changes in my life that are not good for me in the long run...

I am happy for the most part, but I am also unhappy...I feel like I want something more...Something exciting...I hate being in this comfort zone...nothing new...just the old...I can predict the next move...I don't know what has happened to me...I used to have a lot of fun...now I see myself as too old to do certain things...but I am not old...I am old for my age...physically I am not old...in years I am not old...I want to spice things up without making others mad or wonder why I have changed...even though the person I am now is the changed me...
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